an email from Ms.PoshGirl



dear love guru,

greetings!

i just recently communicated with my ex boyfriend after 15 years of zero communication, through FB ( the power of modern day technology), i' ve learned that he's now married with 2 great kids and at least gainfully employed. It started from just hi and hello and ended up with so much details about our lives, we have no formal breakup then so i guess there's no full closure. often times, he would give me a call and just talk about anything under the sun. he would always invite me for a meet up and i would always decline, knowing that's he's already married and am afraid to fall for him again, i don't know what to do, what shall i do? :)




Hello Ms. PoshGirl,

Nakakaloka naman ung 15 years of zero communication tapos biglang eto na... We can't deny the fact that he missed you so much.  And I'm sure, kinikilig ka ng bonggang bongga. It is really  nice to know that somebody misses you.
Ang sarap talaga balikan lalo na kung ok naman kayo ng ex mo, at sabi mo nga walang formal breakup, at walang full closure... Un lang, pinagdaanan mo siguro ung phase na hinahanap mo siya and you kept asking yourself what went wrong at bakit siya biglang nawala...
Kaya ka siguro natatakot makipag kita sa kanya...  because natatakot ka na bigla ka niyang iwan ulit. Parang mas ok na sa'yo ang ganitong set up, tawagan, textan, fb chat... GANON! Pero deep inside, gustong gusto mo siyang makita, mayakap...mahalikan... (charoz)


Pero why not, try mo makipag kita ulit sa kanya. Hindi naman ibig sabihin nun eh magkaka balikan kayo agad... At dapat magandang maganda ka... Paghandaan mo ang pagkikita niyong yan... Siguro curious lang din siyang malaman kung ano ang nangyari sa iyo after nya biglang mawala and make it up to you na din. Isa siguro itong regret sa buhay niya. Ang bigla kang iwanan, kaya gusto nya ngayon na makausap ka personally...
At kung anu man ang mararating ng pag uusap nyo...kayong dalawa lang ang nakaka alam...

ALAMONA...




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